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In SuCh A Good Mood The Day Can't Even DeSCribe It! =)
Woke Up At Lie 4.00am And Den DeCided To Get Up And Get  Showered And Go Out For A Run=)
Dont Know Why? CuS Normally Lately I Been Doing Very Little ExerCising And Haven't Been Able To FaSt! 
However Todaii Been Doing LoadS of ExerCiSe And Aint Even Craved Food!=)
It FeelS Soo Good To Be BaCk On TraCk=)

I Think I Have A Real BooSt Or JuSt Determination BeCauSe LaSt Nyt My Brother Made A Comment! 
"Shut Up You Fat Fagit!" Realli Annoyed Me, But Now Im Glad He Said It=)

Have To Go Here And Do Some HouSeWork=( Or Mum Will Go Mad! Wen She GetS BaCk From Work lol!

HowS Everyone ElSe Im Doing?

Oo.x
Andii=)

Completely pissed off at mySelf! Been eating soo muCh and hardly doing ay exercise.. which isnt like me:(
Really dunno wat is wrong with me like!
Getting me soo down.. i loose a little bit of  weight and then i put it all baCk on.. itS like crazy!
Tomorow is a new month,  and the start of summer...=) Soo new start for me.. baCk to under 300 cals a day and exercising excessvely=)
Hope everyone else is doing better!
Oo.x
iLy=)

<b>HeyS]x
Soo fuCked off lately wth my supposed best friend! she sarted going with this guy for bout 4 months now.. and im soo siCk of listening bout hm and looking at him! her whole life revolveS around him.. she never wants to do anything unless its with him.. or he can come too! and i dnt blame her wanting to spend tym wth him.. but we're supposed to be be best mates and have been for like 14 years! The only good thing about this is it makes me angry and more determined not to eat!

Went to the hoSpial on tuesday, so everything great and my ankle s fully healed=)
So happi lol!

Hows everyone been doing?

Andii =]
Oo.x

 Msn if anyone wants to add me! =)

weeandi_1@hotmail.co.uk

Thanx xOxOxO=)

HeyyyS everyone!=]x
Hows everyones day going?
m quite happy today cheCked my weight so ive lost 2 poundS... so im quite happy with that!
My biggeSt craving is criSps but ive been resisting soo realli happi!
StiCking to around 500 calorieS a day!
Anyone Know any reli gd exerciSes to lose weight or tone up faSt!

Good LuCk todaii everyone!
xOxOxO
Andii=)

Hey=)
Sorri Havent PoSted In A While, Havent Been On The Computer MuCh=(
Soo HwS Everyone Doing?
CheCking My Weight Tomorow, Im Hoping To Have LoSt Three Pounds At LeaSt.. Dont Want To Set My Goal Too High And Then Fail!
Ive Been StiCking To Under 500CalorieS, And ExerciSing A Lot..So Hopefulli Will Pay Off!
Have To Go BaCk To The HoSpital On Mondaii About My Ankle...And Hopefulli They Will Say The Break HaS Healed, So I Can Do Some More ExerciSing=)

Well Hope Everyone Is Good!

xOxO

Realy starting to struggle today... be fasting todaii..and cuz i havent fased in soo long.. i am realy struggling.
Been keeping busy all day.. and had an energy drink, really trying to stay strong,and im not going to give up:)
Cuz i will feel like shit! later!
HowS everyone elses day going?:)
xOxOxOx
Andii:)

 HeyS!:)
Todaii wasnt all bad! actuali didnt have any1 on my baCk for the firSt tym in ageS:)
Lol! No Drama:)
HowS everyone else doing?:)
xOxOxO
Andii:)

Today was not a good day! I dont even no were to begin! So piSSed of right now! My parentS are seriously cheCkin Up on me now! Dunno wat im supposed to do to get them off my baCk! Wanting to see my emailS..cus they suspicious of who im talking to!
As if my parents weren't bad enough.. i went into  sChool today for revison periodS before the res of my examS..and because i don eat all day.. my friend starts getting so piSSed off at me! i dont want to fall out with her, i wanna tell her but ino she wont understand!:( And she says if i dont start eating she dont want to know me:(:(

On a more positive note.. my ankle healing muCh better! so i should be able o start some more exercising soon!:):) Realli pleaSed bout that!

HowS everyone elses day gong?:)

xOxOxO
 

HeyS!
JuSt thought id post an entry havent been on in monthS ... had forgot my paSSword!
Been reli hard lately til exerciSe and workout..cuS i broke ma ankle a few weekS ago..soo reli strugglin!
Been soo muCh goin on.. my beSt friend shouted out infront of all my friendS laSt nyt!..i wiSh youd eat .. ur like anorexiC...
I didnt no wat to say..  dont want anyone to find out:( Anyone been in the same situation?
HowS everyone elSe doing?
Anyone wanna faSt for a few dayS... or nethin?
Could do with some support like..:(
xOxOxO

  <<<Dat would be me:P

 hey.... just thought id ryt again.. reali need support ....  

been on a juice fast.. onli been a day n a half../.. and hunger pains soo bad.. ino ill hve to eat summit the mara tho.. cuz i hve skool... and ill not be able til get my stomach til shut up.... i was 126 lbs wen i cheked.. so im gna chek on saturday and hopefulli will be  123lbs.. dnt wana aim too high.... and then be dissapointed... still have loadsa exercise n all til do lol... cnt wait ..

hws everyone else?

x0x0

Reali  happy with myself.. have onli had 2 cans of red bull... 230calories.. 

hopefulli can do the sme tomorw.. with onli 1 piece of fruit at lunch tym to keep me going...

hws every1 else doiing?

comment plz [xoxo]

 
hey just thought id upload piks to show im a real person... cuz aint showed any before..

[me looking extremely fat at 126lbs]

 

 hey everyone aint been on this in so long.. and  i mean  months.. my mum banned me from the computer as she knew i was talking to all you guys.. although she started some stuff bout how she wants to trust me again.. and its not that i wana lie to my mum... but being skinny is much more important...


since i hvent been on this i have pushed up to 126lbs.. i just found out im going on holiday in the summer.. and altho it seems ages away its not reali that long.. doesnt gve me much time to get thin again!.. been soo lonely without talking to all u guys...

so fed up of listenin to my friends wanting to loose weight.... as they are all super skinny.. it just gets me depressed..a nd so im eating even more.. so from monday im starrting fasting again for the first time in literally...3 months.. hate even saying the words...
well how is everyone else... enuff bout me i think...


anyone any new tips... or just wana chat.. and please coomment me bk need to talk to poeple again plz... 

AnDii x0x0x0x0

Hey ne  again! lol

im currently at 123.4lbs i aint cheked in awile cuz mymum wnt hve scales in the hosue lo li dunno y! which is annoyin! so i weigh every sturady wen im at my nans ! 

so ill chek this saturday i just hope to be 122lbs im nit seeting too high of a gola just doin it gradually but i cnt seem to loose any weight and talking to loadsa people who are constntly losin weight is hard! cuz i just want to lose!! 

iJUST STAY THE SAME! NONE ADDED NONE LOST!

my friends wnt get off my case! about food! 

anyone else the same??

xxXxx

Hey im  sure u guys r fed up listenin bout this girl on msn who is bullshittin me! she is now 84lbs!!

I told her i knew she was lyin and just said im not im not! she shows me pik but none of her face and so i told her to take 1 were i can see her face so well see!! 

and now she has taken me off her friends list on bebo so i cnt see all her piks! cuz i said to her i seen ur piks and ur nnot 84lbs!! 

has anyone else got people doin this t them and lyin??


XxXxXx

Andi

 

ive started to think of a new exercise thing!¬ i have to get ready for skool by 7.00 and leave by 7.45! so im gonna get up at around 5.00! go for a run until 6.00! Get a shower and then get ready for skool and keep doing that for a few weeks and see if it helps! im also just going to eat fruit! cuz wen im in skool its hard not to eat cuz im workin hard and tryin to concentrate ffslol! do u think thats a gd idea or is it pointless??

fasting is good but if i binge uncontrollably the weight just piles on straight away! 

wat do use all think! 
please comment me i reali wanna no?

thanks 

xXx

 hey guys! i did horridly today and i mean reali bad! 

i done so bad i dnt even want to tell u guys what i been eating! 
Thats how bad i did! i just feel like giving up! maybe im not meant to be thin! 


I DNT NO WAT TO DO!  i mean i dne great a few weeks ago fasting lots eating very little!! keeping it a secret!

And everything going the opposite way!  i hvent fasted in ages!  eating double wat i was!  and then someone sent me pictures of how skinny they were getting and my w33 brother seen them! but he believed me that a girl in my skool sent me them to shoe m how skinny she was getting! 

but its just hard that im not doing well and i feel like giving up!  i have a family dinner every nyt nearli so it hard to get out of that!! ffs! 

guys im sorri bout this! i sound like sucha bore! wasting space in the journal! 


aww i guess ill try agin tomorw ill just take a salad to skool with me! 

good luck to everyone else tho! 

xXx

Do u remember the girl i told u about in my other entry!

tellin me 1 day she was 160 and then the nxt she was 94lbs! 

well the nxt thing she says to me is  she is now 89lbs! like wtf make up ur mind! and after that she tellin me she is pregnant! she also went for a 5 hour run! dne all this other stuff! and again she is forgettinng i have her bebo! and she is like  160lbs not 89lbs!  i seen her bebo piks and she forgets she told me one thing and trys to tell another!! 

i wonder what lies she will tell me tomorw!! 


sorry guys just had to get that out again! 

xXx

(im a nice person reali but just hate being taken for a fool!)

Hey gals!! hows things with everybodi??

ha anybody been fasting lately?? hows that going??

its a new week so im starting a fast! anyone wanna join!

im gonna go for a run and then do 400 sit ups later and 400 push ups too! 

well hope ur ll good! 

good luck with today!! 

xXx

Andi